H hasn't been able to "lock down" our Amazon account because we use it for the business and I need receipts for the tax man. He told me this morning that he was going to buy my Christmas present on Amazon, but realized I would know what he bought. He has his entire life on "lock down", has been hiding things and covering his tracks for months and he can't figure out how to buy a gift without me knowing about it? I'm still chuckling over that one!
On a serious note, from what he has said over the past week, this is his fantasy:
We will get a divorce but won't use attorneys. We'll sort it all out ourselves and then file the paperwork ourselves. After the divorce, we will remain good friends and continue to run the business together. If several years later he realizes that he made a huge mistake leaving me, he knows that he can knock on my door and I will take him back.
That pretty much sums up where he is. Kind of hard to believe he thinks I am so dependent on him and "need" him so much that I would buy into all that.
I know ... LaLa land.
Me: 59 and holding H: :53 Me: 1 S, 1 D, both grown M: 19 T: 23 BD: 9-23-2013
