"But the point is I can live in my own skin. at the end of the day I have done nothing to hurt him or make the sitch worse. If it ends badly there will be nothing I need to be ashamed about. I acted honourably and stayed true to my principles. I love him even though he said he does not feel anything for me. My purpose is not to make him more unhappy. That is revenge and below me.." this^^ really resonated with me.
So Well said. You'll never EVER regret behaving with dignity and strength and honor.
Let HIM have all the regrets.
M: 57 H: 60 M: 35 yrs S30,D28,D19 H off to Alaska 2006 Recon 7/07- 8/08 *2016* X = "ALASKA 2.0" GROUND HOG DAY I File D 10/16 OW DIV 2/26/2018 X marries OW 5/2016