It is well with my soul

[tigerlily78]

I am sorry to hear your H is brooding. I would try to no think about the reason too much... the cycling depression is just part of the deal, it doesn't have to mean anything is changing, just that HE has things going on in his head right now. A lot of the descriptions of MLC stages refer to them getting into overt depression before being able to make it to the awareness stage. It could mean a lot of things, but you just won't know yet, so why worry?

I love that song... "I Will Always Love You". In my early BD days I played that song SO many times. It really does take on a whole new depth of meaning once you have been on this journey we are taking.

Sending positive thoughts your way Rosa. I hope you have the chance to have a nice Thanksgiving celebration, even though you are working on the day of the holiday. We all still have so much to be thankful for. Somedays it is hard to remember it, but we do.