Limbo is the new normal

[slow_it_down]

Yeah my credibility is 0 with saying "this is your last chance." All 20 times were the last chance.

I'm typically all for things going slow but we are also heading into some life decisions that can only be put off for so long. One or both of us is likely to move this January/ February for work. I'm not moving away with him if he can't be bothered to live here before he takes an out of state job. I also need to figure out what to do about my job because my current commute doesn't work with my child care.

I feel like a hostage to the unknown and hate watching opportunities pass me by in the name of keeping reconciliation on the table.