WOW! I just spend some time catching up on your weekend!!! What a roller coaster ride!

I'm just blown away with all the raw emotions....from your good "date" with your H to your very honest conversation with him.

I don't have any wisdom to impart...but others have told you some good stuff.

And, yes, Pudmuddle....you have to find a way to forgive yourself and your H NO MATTER if he ever forgives your or himself.

HUGS!