I'm so glad you have such great things planned for December! That is a step towards dealing with all this stress...keeping busy.
I think the toy mouse is a very indirect way of your H showing you he still cares. He is trying to make you laugh. Sure it's just a toy mouse, but they can't come right out and say anything positive now can they?
I'm glad to see you are doing well ttd!
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
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