JF, that was so beautiful it almost made me cry, almost...I think my tear well has dried up again after my weekend, lol. It did tug at my heartstrings.
I hope your wife can realize some day how d@mn lucky she to have you. She has given you a gift, a gift of helping you find your way as well. I can only hope that my H will awake to feeling this way about me someday again.
Like you said, maybe they will and maybe they won't, but we will know that we have come out of this so much better and deeper of a person.
That was so inspring of you to realize that even though she is not treating you well right now, you can still see her as beautiful and loving and that you still believe in her. That is all most of us want, someone to believe in us no matter what we go through.
Hang in there, I believe your journey will end up peaceful and loving.
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
Find your Shambala: a place of peace and happiness.
