wife hardens heart-6

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I heard a beautiful song sang by a street performer. Really Touching. It's about a love triangle where the protagonist reaching out to his girl and pleading her to be truthful over her affair.

Decided to do a temp check on myself.

I managed to find out the name of the song and the original artist.
Downloaded and played it over and over again on my mobile.

Tears came naturally most of the time. The feeling of sadness overwhelms. You relate so much with the song it consumes you.

Nuts! I'm definitely not ready.
I thought I have accepted most of what I have witness and experienced these few months.
Insomnia continues to haunt. I woke up at 4.30am this morning.
I'm doing everything i can to overcome this.