I do have that info and have read it. I guess in the back of my mind the threat of OW is still there if there hadn't been an OW, some days it might be a little easier shall I say or maybe less "anxious," would be the word, when he was in his "mood."
When I got home from the hockey game, H wouldn't even talk to me. He basically stayed upstairs until I got home as S sleeps up there. H got up started going down the stairs, I said "good night" not a word.
I thought okay, I'll make a little visit to him. Went down to his room, opened the door and was going to lay on the bed. I said "are you sleeping?" H responded with a very firm "yes I am" I said are you sure? H said "yes I am again. Which was fine, I just wanted to at least try, maybe last night wasn't the night to do this.
So I went to bed, prayed and reflected a little bit and fell asleep.
H was in the same kind of mood this morning. He thinks he has the flu as he was up most of the night. He was very nice when he was telling me this.
So I was sitting on the couch with S and H said "I thought you were going into work early! The day's half over! It was 8:30 am people! Okay so I am at work now for a few hours. I was home with S half the week and I do have things to do here, whether H likes to think so or not.
H just doesn't think what I do is important, that I actually even DO anything at work. Every job has it's busy periods and it slow periods. He just doesn't want to know or think that what I do is important and that I am a very important part of my office team.
I really don't care what he thinks, I know that I am a hard worker and a good worker!! I've been promoted three times in the last ten years and working for the institution that I work for..this is amazing. I'm not trying to convince anyone here either, but my H just doesn't care or want to see this.
