Look what the cat dragged in! (TL)

[tigerlily78]

I was so happy to read about how things seemed to be going in a positive direction (up hill side of the coaster) but then BAM! down the other side. I'm so sorry. Your outburst was a much needed release of pressure which no one here could deny you. It's a survival thing. Did you catch LoisB's vent a few days ago??? Whoa!! So as others have said, give yourself a few days, dust yourself off and get back on the DB horse.

Thanks T-Boned. I am sorry you are going through your own rough patch too. I am starting to think it has a lot to do with the holidays coming up. So much pressure anyways and both us and our SO's are dealing with more on top of that.

Can't remember if I read Lois's or not yet. I lost internet for about 48 hours and have a lot of catching up to do.

Thank you for reminding me to get back on that horse. I know that my angry outbursts are counterproductive in a lot of ways, but at least it did seem to drag a little bit of information out of him about where he is and what he is feeling.

He DOESN'T want to move out, he does have some feelings for me, he DOES miss me... those are all positives. I have to get my head back on straight and do a lot more with my meditation and calming and reminding myself that PATIENCE is key. SPACE is key. I can't rush the process as badly as I want to.