Ok, so I posted about the same time you did today and when I was done went over to your new thread to check up on you. I am not having such a good day, but I gotta tell you T, I spit out my coffee when I read "Twinkle Twat" - so thank you for making me laugh.

I was so happy to read about how things seemed to be going in a positive direction (up hill side of the coaster) but then BAM! down the other side. I'm so sorry. Your outburst was a much needed release of pressure which no one here could deny you. It's a survival thing. Did you catch LoisB's vent a few days ago??? Whoa!! So as others have said, give yourself a few days, dust yourself off and get back on the DB horse.

I can't imagine how I would deal with your situation if I were in it with my H. Seeing SO on a regular basis sounds like it would be easier, yet, I think in reality it makes things much harder. I respect you so much for the way you are dealing with this so far. Grace under pressure, even though you had a little melt down. You're good.....

Oh, WTF, no matter how you slice it, this is all a pretty sH!!ty loaf of bread!

AARRGHHH!!! We all just want our lives back!!!

Guess I better quit. I'm going down hill fast and not being very supportive.

Know I just want to give you a big hug and that my heart is there with you.

Take care, Tigs . . I'll check back in when I dig my way out.


Me 59 H47
M12 T22
No kids
BD&S Apr 2,2013 - ILYBINILWY
Filed 2/12/14
OW 11/13
The Universe always strikes you at your weakest point because that’s what most needs strengthening." – Joseph Campbell