Finished with the first session of EDMR. I'm seeking to rid my insomnia which I have been suffering since BD.
I had a long talk with the practitioner. He assessed that I may have a problem with acceptance.
Then it just hit me. I may have not come to terms with it all and did not want to believe that this is really happening sub consciously. That could explain why I keep on waking up too early.
I think this insomnia will stop once I've really let things go. Really move on.

He did some 'programming' on me. Didn't feel like he did what he claimed. I do not feel programmed. Well, I guess I'll know tonight. See how this goes for a couple of nights.


M35 XW34
D5 D4
M 6years T 10years
Bomb 5/2013
Joint Petition signed 6/2013
Moved out end of 8/2013
Court Hearing of Joint Petition 9/2013
D finalized in 3 months - no news yet