Vinlad is great! I just can't put into words the new feelings, the new way of looking at things, the old feelings that are no longer valid. The most imporant part of all of this is that I can no longer hide in the darkness of who I THOUGHT I was, the person buried in jealousy, resentment, self-pity and anger. I can no longer use those as an excuse for not living my life or finding happiness, because I now know different.
