CC, You are detaching a bit more each day. I'm glad to see that you want to start again. You just never know what the future holds...continue moving forward and enjoy each day as it comes.
It's not odd at all...that you may fall in love w/your h again...but that's a ways down the road. Keep your focus on you and your little one for now.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
