not sure it is a relationship we are having... he visits the house.. we have dinner, walk the dog... chat a bit- all very tense then he leaves after one night. Nothing elze...but it is a contact,, he sees what he is losing.. or used to have... I won't consider any more while he is seeing someone else...but as his complaint with me is I am too controlling telling him what to do at this stage.. well that would be good bye.Believe me I think about it, it makes me hurt and sad and angry and scream like a banshee at times but I can live with myself and what I am doing. If it works.. then we can have the hard conversations...if it doesn't well I tell myself I did the best I could..and more fool him.
