Really struggling today. Not sure why but can’t stop thinking about my W and wondering what could have been or what could be. I know it is not healthy to keep going this way. Trying to keep busy but disappointed that I have not heard from her.
I have spoken to a couple people but the one to give the most support has her own motives so not sure that is to helpful either.


M-45
W-44
2D - 11&13
2SS - 11&17
Married 10/10/10
Bomb 3/5/12
Moved 5 houses away 4/20/12
Back together 9/12
Seperated 6/13
Divorce Final 11/13/13