GM, Some marriages should not be saved. You can only beat your head against a wall for so long.
Being a single parent is hard. A little anger after the betrayal of infidelity is understandable. What do people expect? I do hope you are able to find someone new and start experiencing Joy in life again.
I talk regularly with my uncle who went through this 40 years ago. He is 70 and is remarried to a wonderful woman. He empathizes with everything we are feeling and assures me that the feelings fade with time. He tells me that I will look back at this and praise God for giving me the opportunity to be truly loved.
Of course from where I sit, this is hard to see. But, I trust in his wisdom and the promises of God.
Romans 8:28 - And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.
Maybe in 30 years, we will be able to come back here and give people hope about what their future holds.
