Cathy...you sound great...you have had some wise friends here....I don't know if I had told you about my praying for h..I had prayed for a long time to bring him back to me..then somewhere I read that I need to pray that God will make him happy..help him find his life with me or without..and my prayer has been answered..and it is with me that God has turned his heart. Prayer is powerful...I ahve to be so careful around family and friends...as they think ha nd I have become some religious freaks...and how sad for society that people are so afraid of God and the power he has.