Hanging on to the roller coaster

[CallaghanClown]

I am and I'm really enjoying it. I turn up early and help the organiser up the stairs with the boxes. Set the chairs and clean the cups. Helping others in this way is a 180 for me. I'd have shied away from this before, feeling too uncomfortable to put myself right out there. We had an AA member that needed a meeting and I spoke directly to him. Another 180 for me. I'd have felt far too self conscious to do that before.

It's made me appreciate that revenge is a poison not worth drinking. Having the power to get the married OW into trouble or destroy one of my H's business deals won't make me feel any better. Let karma take its course!