W sent me an email last night. It basically reiterated how hard she tried to make the marriage work before the pill addiction fiasco. She said that was too much for her to handled and she is broken.
" Finding out about the money and pills was more than I had the strength to handle. I was completely and utterly broken. The man I had married and pledged my life to was not only not making a true effort to be honest with me, but he was also hiding copious amounts of money and nursing a serious addiction. I truly believe that if you had come to me with this, I would have been thrilled that you trusted me enough to help you and things would be different now. I tried my hardest over the last few months to muster up the courage to try all this again, but my heart just wasn't in it."
So there you have it folks. I ruined my marriage over a drug addiction. I know that wasn't the only factor, but that was the moment in time that I wish I could go back to you and trust her and let her in. I feel like a big piece of crap. She did say she wants me to continue relationship with Sd.
I texted her and let her know I got her email. I have not responded to it. Should I. I haven't called her since our last phone conversation when she let me know she couldn't give us another chance and let me know her decision. That was Thursday. She texted me yesterday asking me if I was ok. I responded with a simple "yes". Then she asked me questions about what I did and where I went. I answered with one word answers and never asked her any questions. Then last night she sends me a text saying she sent me her email.
I think I should go dark and only communicate regarding step daughter? How can I DB when she is 2200 miles away? Should I email her back? Should I call her out about her 2 week visit with EA or OM or whatever that is?
