I think I can stop this.... can you help me?

[Fitz]

Thanks mustard for your advice. I know that I have to get off her bus and just let her drive, and I'm in the process of trying to do that.

And I agree that I am driving myself crazy trying to read her signs. But at the same time I just don't want to miss one if I actually get a good sign. I'm sure you know what I mean... It's still the hope and the denial part of me I guess