Sounds like a lot is shifting under your feet and it points to recovering from the pain onward to a renewed M. I think it is immense that H apologized at this early stage...I honestly thought it would happen much later. Nice to be pleasantly surprised in this department.
As I indicated earlier, I will post some thoughts from the MLCer perspective. I'm holding off on this with deliberate purpose as I didn't want to inundate your thread with a barrage of information as I suspected that you may have a lot going on as it is.
This is your journey and I'm cheering you on along the process.
