You do understand that we don't actually WORK for this forum right?

Did you actually finish reading DR? As for the 180, it means to do behaviors that are opposite of the ones that your H didn't like. What were those?

When he cheated on you before, did the two of you go into C? Is this his second M as well? If so, what happened in his first one?

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER