Also, literally everyone around me is telling me to move on.
They don't mean it in the DB sort of way, I think they mean it as, let him go. HMMMM now that I type it out, it does sound like detachment. I dunno. I am worried.
I guess I don't need to continue to tell people I am continuing to hang on.
I swear I hate my life, I hate this situation right now. I know I am supposed to learn, I am trying. It is so hard.
DB coaching Sat afternoon. Hoping that helps me feel a little bit better, set my goals, keep a better PMA.
I had checked your original thread in the New comers section and thought you had left the boards. Good thing to see you posting here still though.
I stopped telling my family as well that I am still "standing" for my marriage as they aren't supportive either.
That's why these forums here are helpful to have some kind of support.
me: 30 H:30 tgthr:7 m:4 no kids 5 counseling sessions initiated by H as a LR: Oct 2012 long distance marriage b/c of work since Nov 2012 official BD: July 2013 nothing filed 1/1/14 I dropped the rope
