Well here I sit another fine morning in MLC land. H never came home last night. S got sick during the night. I managed to sleep some, also. Which makes me very happy. Why is it at night that everything seems worse than it does in the light of day?
I supposed everybody here is getting sick of this...just like my friends. Of my H just doing what he wants to do, but as I've been told this is his journey. I have to let him navigate this on his own.
I left a voicemail for H first thing as we have an appointment to have our taxes done tonight. I asked if H wanted to keep that appointment and also let him know that S was sick during the night. H called back, very nice and he sounded normal...like my old H. Well H then grilled me on what S had to eat last night. I have no idea really since SS watched him. H wants to keep the appointment and he'll be here after work.
Why was this so normal? Where was he last night? I didn't ask, the conversation was very normal...hmmm..I don't get this anymore.
I know I told him if he went to OW then he should stay there, but now I'm wondering if that is such a wise thing for me to encourage. H has to get rid of OW on his own, I shouldn't have to force him to do something he more than likely "can't" do at this point. My H just isn't strong enough right now. I read somewhere that if the MLC'r comes back before going through all the stages that it's "pretty much guaranteed" that MCL'r will walk again within two years? Well H has already left twice, how many more times can he leave...I'm laughing as this is just getting to be ridiculous.
