I had quite a hectic day today! I was reading a response to one of my threads on a Christian site, full of bible quotes and prayers. I prayed again to God and said I was weary and I am handing it all to him. Whilst I was reading my son text me asking me if I could bring his wallet over to college as he'd forgot it. I missed the bus, so I had to get a taxi. I got a text from h on the way to say could I ring him as my son can't come over on Saturday as my h is working! I waited until I got back on the bus and rang him back. He seemed ok today, not the evil h of late! I wonder if that was God working in our lives, I thanked God anyway. I'm always suspicious when h is being nice as I think what is he after now. I'm sure you've all been there, it's part of the script. I met my friend for a coffee this morning, then went home and saw my good Christian friend this afternoon who gives me some life coaching and spiritual guidance I asked H on the phone what he was doing for Christmas. He said he didn't know yet, so I said well if you've got nowhere to go then you're welcome to come and spend the day with us. I said I didn't like to think of him sitting in his flat on his own pulling a cracker by himself, lol. Well at least I've made the offer, the ball is in his court now. Whether he comes or not it's up to him, I suspect he won't but I'm not bothered about that. I have no expectations about this at all. I thought about my son's presentation and I've decided what I'm going to do. It's on a college day so we'll get the bus to the town it's in without going home and grab something to eat there My mum's sent me some money for Christmas and said to go out for a meal beforehand so I think she'll be pleased If my H wants to go, then he can make his own way there, lol.
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
