I know I control how her actions affect me. I was really more disappointed in the fact that she did that to the boys. If she doesn't love me or whatever, I'm dealing with that. Me losing my W is bad, I don't want my boys to lose connection with their mother.
Consistency is the name of the game. Living my new life and truly owning my changes is what will show her who I am becoming. Bottom line is that I am different. I feel it, my boys acknowledge it, and others do as well. I had an entire room full of coworkers today tell me how great I looked. They commented that I looked great and I looked like I felt better and happier. JF 2.0 is being assimilated.
Both 40 T-22 M-18 S13 S11
Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13 EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13 EA #2-9/13/13
