I'm happy to hear that your motives were pure. Mistakes happen, we make wrong decisions.

You aren't at this point in a R with her in which she would give you the benefit of the doubt, as painful as that may be. In accepting that perhaps it will ease the pain.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss