Did a good job last night of detaching. We both hung out with S and then did our own thing. No talk. This morning he got S ready for school. I did an exercise video and H went to his basement cave.

Last night H feel asleep on sofa. I came out to turn off lights and saw that he had 4 new texts from OW. I didn't look. Heart is already broken so what is the point other than to make him mad.

Having a private pity party right now. It is so hard to appear happy or content. I know it is my choice to wait and see with this A. I am just still holding onto hope that he will notice that this house is no longer the hell he saw it to be and want to give our M another chance.

Me 44 H 42
M 10 T 12 (at time of BD)
Ss 20 16
S11 (special needs)

BD 9/13 H "unhappy for years" moves to seperate bedroom
10/13 EA/PA confirmed but denied
S and I move out 3/15