Okay, let me preface this by saying that you are amazing to be so strong through all the nutter activities over especially the past year!!
Two, I really feel compassion for your H right now. While I cannot even guess where or what is in his head,even with his manic phase, he seems more lucid at times than I've seen him portrayed.
With lucidity begins to come flashes of " WTF have I done?"
I thought it was evident in the apology to S and the money to D, two things that even six months ago he wouldn't have done.
Thanks Ruby, Interestingly, the apology and the money-giving have been regular patterns in the past - immediately after big angry outbursts, he has often apologised and given guilt gifts. So, yeah, if the fog does lift, it only does so momentarily.
