I haven't been able to be on BB this weekend. Just caught up with you and have to say that I am sorry your weekend has been so rough.
But it also sounds like it was a liberating experience for you too. Like you said, you let him see you, pain and all.
I will keep praying for you, your S and your H. I hope that this weekend showed him that running away solves nothing. That he needs to kick it up a notch and really try to clean up his act. Lose the alcohol and the OW.
You are stong Cathy. You can do this!
totite
"Accentuate the positive, eliminate the negative..."