JP and LTH, Thank you both for responding. And thank you for the kind words.

A couple months ago, I was close to making a final decision. Now, after seeing how much he is changing, I want to stick around, but I don't know if having that hanging over his head is going to help or hurt.

When we talk tonight, I will see if we can continue with our separation the way it is while we both work on each other. I'm not sure where we are headed. I'm in such a better place than I was last year to handle things if we both decide to move on, but I still really want to see us work. But it's going to take time. I just hope he wants to give us that time.