ok, first of all, your dream was funny and scary, all at the same time!
I had some really weird dreams for awhile, but they've mostly stopped now. I am resting better than I have in several weeks.
I know what you mean by those phrases that seem to be triggers....really reminds me of the teenage boys I teach...tell them something and they want to do the opposite always...just because.
I'm glad I'm not the only one who is "kinda" glad when H isn't home. I can just chill and relax more if I'm not having to tiptoe around his MLC eggshells.
Anyway, I agree with Pud. Definitely do something for yourself and enjoy the peace and quiet!
Hang in there. You are being so strong...you are really helping me examine my own stuff better.