I've been laying awake most of the night.

H is either in jail, friends or OW's.

The signs were all there this week, the button pushing.

The disappearance of H with no explanation of where H was, which was last weekend. Calls to OW on his cell hone that same weekend.

H will blame me for this, I wasn't affectionate enough, why didn't I do this, why didn't I do that...

Time will tell I would think H has to show up here eventually....

Cathy