Why is it that I feel worse right now when W is being nice and cordial?

I felt better a couple of weeks ago when I didn't like her very much and I was able to distant myself from her. I have felt myself slipping back into "old life" over the past few days. She has been friendly and cordial, but still obsessed with her phone and her privacy. Some days I'd like to destroy that darn phone and put a hole in the TV in our MBR. What would she do then?

This is backsliding I suppose. I gotta keep fighting and detach. Work on me. Plenty of weeds to dig up in my garden.


Both 40
T-22 M-18
S13
S11

Bomb, ILYBINILWY-7/10/13
EA #1-confirmed 7/10/13, ongoing since 5/13
EA #2-9/13/13

Moved out and Legally Separated 6/14

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