wife hardens heart-6

[planet]

I read the emails that XW sent me in just a month before the bomb. I listen to the song she sent. It was a heartfelt song about withdrawal. It was all there in my inbox and I never bothered to really 'read' and understood them.

She did desperately reach out then. The final one was the one after our trip with OM.

I have been so careless. Withdraw too much. Just didn't know what I want. I have been so unhappy with her. Felt like she didn't understand me.

Now things have changed completely in just few months. Everything moved at such speed.
Today the regret is unbearable. If I only have 'woken up' earlier. Just a month earlier will do.