Thanks for the feedback.. I sort of know that just living alone makes it hard..lots of excuses if I want to make them..so need to move on.. I think what I really find hard is I am here with an enormous house and garden and physically can't do all that is needed to maintain it..and this doesn't even seem to be something he thinks of. If I spend all of every weekend in the garden I could stay on top of it but some of the work is too heavy and high for me.. but then the inside needs work as well and again it takes forever to just do the every day clean. I can't afford a gardener or cleaner. It is so demoralising to see it becoming untidy and uncared for.. so there is also a responsibility factor here that he has walked away from.. though I read that other people do that with their children which is worse.
enough complaining. He said he would call Friday.. let's see if he does amazing to see what a barefaced liar he has become.. about stupid things.. that he is obviously lying about I don't know why he bothers...or maybe he has always been a liar and was just better at it.. now I am getting bitter and twisted.. need to stop
