It is a major decision. I don't feel like it is the end though. I feel like I need this as a clean start for whatever that may be for. I cannot go on as I am and I cannot even think about rekindling anything if she does ever sort herself out.
Mentally I could never get my head around my W being with someone else in our M.
This marriage just like the old relationship is dead.
M36 W31 S4 S2 T5 M4 BD Jan12 S July12 Recon Sep12-Nov12 ILBINILWY Jan13 OM x 2 in 2013 W wants R July 13 I start D. Jan 14. Meet GF Nov 13 Have I changed enough? Jul 14
