Everything you said about what she was doing does feel accurate to me.
One of her justifications on Sunday was I would never move there. That is her deciding that for me, I never said I wouldn't.
I struggle with the forgiveness. Right now I can't see that path and how it works. What she has done and continued to do is the worst thing that has happened myself and my kids so far. Maybe it just takes time.
M36 W31 S4 S2 T5 M4 BD Jan12 S July12 Recon Sep12-Nov12 ILBINILWY Jan13 OM x 2 in 2013 W wants R July 13 I start D. Jan 14. Meet GF Nov 13 Have I changed enough? Jul 14