I'm so confused and needed some clarity from you guys over here.
The roller coaster is still going on, except H has left for two nights to stay in a hotel with the intention of leaving and sorting things out in his nead about what he wants.
He came back a few days later, wanting to work on the marriage and asking for us to continue to see a counselor.
However, here are the things he admits a) had a physical affair with OW and that she was beautiful (kick me when I'm down, won't you??) b) that he doesn't know if he can love me again c) that he broke it off with OW because she was pushing for him to leave me.
He keeps asking me to give him a chance to sort through his feelings and also wants to continue to see a MC, but my heart is telling me this is not going to work out, that I'm too hurt. I feel like running.
However, I feel guilty for my boys. I don't want to be the reason why they won't have a family. I feel so incredibly guilty,
Has anyone here been in my shoes and a) had a restored marriage where the spouse came back to being loving and respectful and b) that they themselves got in touch with loving feelings for their spouse?
