This is actually a 180, since I did a ton of rejecting during the marriage.
I tend to touch him a lot when I see him (LL is touch)
But I do see your thinking. At this point, it does no damage to me. I actually feel myself detaching more than I was a few months ago.
H is taking me away for the weekend (bday present). While I am looking forward to it, I find myself NOT as well....does this make sense? Maybe its because I am usually in a better place with myself than I am today. I'll just wait for the light to change
