GUILT IS IT A GOOD SIGN?

[Pudmuddle]

Ambi, you have so much energy! You are out living your life and that is so awesome to see.

Looking and feeling good goes a long way in dealing with heavy stress. I'm so happy for you.

Hand over some of that energy, will ya?

[Ambivalent]

Pud,

I wish! I am tired...and even a bit down today. Not falling apart, just can't get the name out of mind.

OCD really svcks! I had come to terms with the experimenting, but I didn't have a name.

I wasn't even snooping, it just appeared in front of me while folding...I'm just wondering why?

I know God gives us what we can handle, but what am I missing? Is he trying to tell me something, and I'm just too dim to hear it?

Heavy siiiiiight...

I'm trying to be still and have it come to me, but am so confused.

Yesterday he texts me he sent an email. Didn't get it.

Then he forwards one about PPtaxes from our town office. I reply with: " Do you want me to go pay them? "

He has read my email several times and hasn't replied.

Weird. " If in doubt , do nothing. "

This is what tries me. I'm not a do nothing kind of person! This is pure TORTURE!

[Ambivalent]

*siiiigh

[Ambivalent]

Started new thread...WORKING ON CONNECTING WORKING ON ME