The Big Hill

[Pudmuddle]

JF, Porta, tiger, bea, thank you all so much for the validation I needed! Your support during this time is invaluable to me. Portia you made me chuckle at scaring the cat, lol.

However, I have a weird twist or two here to report.

When I was leaving work I got a call from H saying that our S had called and wanted us to pick him up earlier than we thought. So H said he would do it since I was not even close to home yet. I said thanks and then tried to end the convo there. He then proceeded to bring up my dad and said he was sorry. He said he didn't understand what my 'nm' (nevermind) comment was. I said that I just didn't understand his 'I bet' comment as that is something you would say to someone you barely knew and that is just not the person I knew him to be.

He said that he has sent another text with more 'I know this must be so stressful for you' and some other things I can't remember. I was surprised and said I didn't get that one. And I didn't. So my first thought is he was lying to cover up that he messed up. So we kind of ended the convo there.

Then after he got home from his karate class, I was sitting on the sofa. He came up behind me and showed me the text on his cell phone. Sure enough it was there with timestamp and everything related to our convo. Well I don't know what happened but I never got that text. Technology [censored] sometimes, lol.

AFter that, I looked at him and said 'Thank you, I know you try'. He said 'Yeah.' Then our S interrupted our convo with something so H was turned away. I grabbed his arm and swung him around and guess what? I got another hug! And it was again the full bodies touching arms hugging tight kind of hug. It was again...awesome! <sniff>. He also asked again if I had talked to my mom today. I said "Yes, and she's getting married!" He was like 'Whaaa?'

Yep, my has gone onto match.com and posted 'Looking for some old goat who is not looking for a sweet young thing'. LOL!! You can see where I get my sense of humor. She met a very nice man who lives in Canada and is actually British. They have been skyping, emailing and have met in person and she is like a teenager in love! It's hilarious. I'm very happy for her, but I digress.

Back to the more weirdness. So this morning I get up and go downstairs to get coffee, thinking my H has already left. He then came back upstairs from basement to get his breakfast and drink he left on the counter. He said a cheerful Good morning, how are you? I said good, and then started rubbing my eye because there was something in it. He was just looking at me the whole time. Felt a bit strange.

So then I go to the fridge and get my almond milk and I'm pouring it in my coffee. He starts edging nearer to me, and as I'm closing up the milk, he reaches to me and again gives me a big hug. Me = in shock. I say quietly 'Thank you for the nice hug'.
And he says Uh huh. And then he leaves.

What the heck you guys? This is a very very nice turn here, but it's also freakin' me out!!! LOL!