How do I DB when I was the emotional abuser?

[MrBond]

You never did respond to my post.

From what I've seen, you haven't changed which is why your W doesn't want you any more. You were selfish, controlling and more.

You were only at this for a couple of months, but then move on to another woman. I do believe that you were the one who admitted that you were the emotional abuser.

"I think I deserve the best."

Sorry but this really does sound selfish. The problem is that because you haven't changed, your next relationship might end up the same way.