Don't know what to think

[T-boned]

Tigerlily, you brought tears to my eyes with your response. All along I have looked at your quote below your 'signature' and I have meant to comment on it several times. It's exactly how I feel.

I may not get what I want out of this, but knowing I have given him every ounce of love I have for him makes me feel like I have done all I can for now for him.

Yes, it is now time for me to find the love for myself along with the support I get from all of you to get through this. As you said, that's what we are all here for - each other.

I hope you're hanging in there, as well. I'll check your thread.

My thanks and hugs to you as well.