GUILT IS IT A GOOD SIGN?

[Ambivalent]

Reaching I get nervous when I read about the divorce. I don't know if I can be that strong. Right now having a name, and his lying about everything confuses me.

I am trying so hard to be strong, loving , and accepting. What must he think? I mean let's be real. He moved out in May, and his wife is being cheerful, cooperative, trying to work with him on issues. She is making breakfast at 4 in the morn for his hunting trips.

She has lost weight, and is dressing well/sexier. What the heck is going through his mind, and then he's out using Viagra, doing what one does when they use Viagra...this is all so surreal.