The Big Hill

[Pudmuddle]

Ok, I just freaked up. Not majorly but still not gracious.

I'm still at work so I sent H a text that S texted me that his tech theater class would go til 7. So I let H know that I would pick him up at 7. I also texted how was your day?

H said 'Ok, S texted me earlier but didn't say what time. same ol same ol. how about you?'

I texted back 'well it's my dad's bday, so it's been hard.'

He sends back 'I bet. Did you talk to your mom today?'

Seriously?? I bet? Seriously, I had expectations on this one and this was not what I wanted to hear. Since he's been in mlc he has always pushed off the emotional responsibility on to someone else, FOR me. Usually he has my S do something to make me feel better. Heaven forbid should it be him. I wanted to see if there was any empathy or compassion in him. NOPE, guess not. Got my answer. I texted back 'nm'.

I'm not mad just, just a little annoyed that I had expectations here. Pfffft.

BOOOOOO! I need to get my foot out of the mudbog on this hill!