Because we run on high stress all the time it's hard to see our own progress. I would agree with your C, sounds like you have made a tremendous turning point for yourself. This is really all about making a better you regardless of the outcome.
I am so happy that you made some decisions for yourself. I hope you post more so we can help you move along and work things out.
We're here for you!
Me:49 H:47 S: 16 T:27 M:25 My EA: 2001 His PA: 10/2007, 6/2013 Separated, but H still in house
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