Guess I belong here now...

[RosaLinda]

You are sounding pretty good here, Sweet Red! I find it interesting that your xH and you still text almost every day. Are you still trying to DB with these texts? Or do you feel like it's okay for you to initiate them? One of the things I miss so much about this DBing is being unable to be my spontaneous self. To send a funny or sexy text, to call H, to throw my arms around him, to demand a kiss and hug.

It's too bad he didn't get that job; I hear you about him, men in general I think, getting esteem from their jobs. How is your school work coming along? Are mid terms over and finals looming? It must be difficult to go to school and work full time.

I was interested to read your horoscopes. I am not sure I believe in astrology and horoscopes etc, but yours seem pretty specific to your sitch! When I was in England this fall, I had my Tarot cards read. She told me my H is having an affair, but that he really still loves me. And in the end, he will love me as his wife again and get over what ever he is going thru. Since she did not know me from Adam, I was really amazed at her reading.

I'd really really LIKE to believe her.