Nah. That would be nice, too! No, I was very happy with the note she wrote. It was short, but said a lot. Given how hard it is for her to express herself, it was very touching.
It was really nice and very touching It is a huge thing for the WAS to say, really huuuuuuuuuge!
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
In a bit of a backsliding funk today. Not sure if post birthday blues....
I've fallen behind on just about everything. Cleaning, vacuuming, dusting - blah. Thanks to the three boxes the W finally brought over with kitchen stuff, and a few things I'm still sorting through, the kitchen is cluttered up again. Looks like she just picked out a few things and brought the rest back. I guess she's using plastic utensils. So much for the silverware I got at the thrift store. I guess unpacking more stuff has me down a bit. I sill have so much cleaning/organizing to do just to get to where I'll have what I feel is a normal operating home instead of random piles of junk. To be fair, I bought this place from borderline hoarders and ended up spending way too much time getting rid of stuff that was squirreled around the property (couldn't afford the legal battle to make them do what they were supposed to do.... long story - don't buy from hoarders!).
As for my health, I fell off the wagon with exercise during vacation, and my birthday cinnamon role binge was the last straw for my blood sugar which has been yo-yoing. That made me feel sick so I basically got no work done today and I've lost track of how many hours I've slept. Since most of those were on the couch (not W's fault this time) I have a headache. And, still haven't sorted out my headache meds with my doctor and pharmacy - that's been on the back burner for a couple months, I think....
Since my meditation class ended, I didn't get out last week. I think that day out every week was as helpful as the yoga and meditation! I need to get signed up for something else to force myself out of the house. I did really good on Monday with at least getting out of my office chair several times and stretching and stuff (I have a reminder program that monitors and alerts me to take breaks at certain intervals). It was all downhill from there. Anyway, I've only done the meditation a couple times, and pretty short ones at that, and just a bit of yoga during those office breaks.
I think it's just a mild funk. I'm worried about my health, but I've been trough this before. I forced myself to go on a moonlit walk this evening, as it wasn't too cold when I went to get the mail. I just have to ease back into it. If I wasn't so broke, and if I could face a commute to somewhere I could even get another job, I'd quit this one. Of course a car would help, and maybe getting out of the sticks, but we've been over that before. LOL.
My problem is that I'm like a turtle. I get overwhelmed easily, and just want to retreat into my shell and hope the problems go away.
Sorry to hear you're not yourself at the mo MH Hope you get better soon and start feeling more human again
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
Hanging in there. W is here for TV night. Late b-day dinner went well, but she forgot to pay, LOL. Got some books for my birthday. Kind of funny if you remember the books I got her back in June that she wouldn't take.
Did a little exercise tonight, and last night. Getting back on the horse. I need to work on regular/enough sleep - that's important too for blood sugar control.
Tomorrow is going to be brutal at work.
Pushing my luck here, posting on iPad while we're watching SNL.
Blood sugar much better this morning. The kettlebell swinging last night must have done some good. Had a bit of a backache this morning, but got a good start at work. Ignored temptations and interruptions and got some work done. Even snuck in a 10 minute meditation while waiting for a meeting to start. Took a break and did a little stretching. It's amazing how much diligence it requires not to slip into the mode of just hunching over the computer and toiling away with no thoughts of the physical discomfort. We'll see how I do as the week progresses. Started of good last week, too!
what's SNL? Hope you didn't get caught Glad to hear your blood sugar is better don't give yourself an injury with the kettlebell now will you Hope the rest of the week goes swimmingly
H47 me48 T22 M21 S20 - Got high functioning autism 3/2000 H admits to OW and moves out to live with her 11/2000 H moves back home 2/4/13 H moves out H tells me he wants D 6/13, but now he can't afford to!
No, I was very happy with the note she wrote. It was short, but said a lot. Given how hard it is for her to express herself, it was very touching.
It is a huge thing for the WAS to say, really huuuuuuuuuge!
